alone..
My parents brought me to the hospital today. I was siting alone in a room, while a woman was writing something in the same room. I hid my face. I did not want to see her. A man came in, and talked to me in a cheerful manner. He asked me many questions, while I answered by nodding or shaking my head. I tried dodge his stares. He was friendly, but I did not want to interact with him at all.
He told me to sit in a corner. He talked to my parents. I got distracted by the cans. He had a few cans in the dustbin, and I thought, how nice it would be to stack them up. Then, I heard my parents arguing. They were shouting at each other. Father said that it was mother's fault that I have autism because she had smoked during her pregnancy. What is autism? Mother shouted at father saying that he had always left her alone at home during pregnancy, causing me to be autistic.What is autistic? The doctor said that there is no known cause for it, and it was due to the genes, not parental upbringing. What are they talking about? I cannot understand anything that they are saying. So autism is my abnormality? Its that why I am different? Who is genes? How did he make me like this? I shivered, and ran to the dustbin. I began to stack up cans, my favourite hobby. I tried to forget everything they said. I stacked and stacked, in varying patterns.
In the background, I heard my mother crying.